Posts by The Rebel

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Where you are in your life now.....What would you have preferred .... To be left in ignorance ? ...Or to know the truth about the truth

by smiddy in

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i think possibly their are a few valid reasons for either options to this question ,depending on a number of factors .. such as how old you might be, how long you have devoted your life to the "truth" as you believed it .

?....how it may affect your mental/physical health and well being.?.

how it will affect your financial position in your life ,?

The Rebel

Smiddy; " How it will effect your financial position in life"

That is my main regret, I became to attached to money, and now I realise that attachment to money was as addictive as the watchtower. In the watchtower I never felt the need to live on money. Then when I left my life became only a matter of finance but " when I had no money, in the W.T there was no money" I was happy.

Now I have money, invested in property and currency, but it hasn't made me happy. I guess I left the W.T and read too many book on the subject on making money? To much of the world is based on the perception of money. Today I see people with much happier families than I, and I know it's because they have less money than I.

Why do I say this?

I call it contentment, and being able to enjoy a simple and happy life. I wish I was able to simply sell my properties and live a contented happy life. But I can't so I spend spent my days on investments and currency exchange which therefore means where I am in life is no different than in the Watchtower.

I am now trying to fit my life around what should be the key values in my life, as opposed to materialistic and religiouse crap. I have realised that true contentment and the love we have and give is given and received by being ourselfs.

The Rebel.

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After the yellow star,

by The Rebel in

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i am the new vermin.. of course by disfellowshipping myself i don't need put a yellow star on my jacket.

but i am identifying myself to be looked at and resented like people did with the jews.. yes i am overdramatising my possible misfortune.

i will still be allowed on the buses, to visit the zoo, and such places that were deprived the sight of jewish families.

The Rebel

Prologos " I am not a fan of fiction"

The Rebel:- That is why we are out the W.T.

Prologos " I distinctly remember the day ( in 1938 I believe) when the yellow star first appeared in our street....."

The Rebel::- Thank you for that comment. Checking out your " Topics Started" I now look forward to learning and some great wisdom....

The Rebel.

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After the yellow star,

by The Rebel in

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i am the new vermin.. of course by disfellowshipping myself i don't need put a yellow star on my jacket.

but i am identifying myself to be looked at and resented like people did with the jews.. yes i am overdramatising my possible misfortune.

i will still be allowed on the buses, to visit the zoo, and such places that were deprived the sight of jewish families.

The Rebel

prologos " The Deputy"

Not sure I get the comment about " The Deputy" I see myself more like Chester "The Marshals" sidekick in Gunsmoke.But if you like the vintage television western, check out " The Rebel" with Nick Adams.

My T.V western heroes were more moral, and their actions more ethical than any religion can offer.

The Rebel.

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After the yellow star,

by The Rebel in

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i am the new vermin.. of course by disfellowshipping myself i don't need put a yellow star on my jacket.

but i am identifying myself to be looked at and resented like people did with the jews.. yes i am overdramatising my possible misfortune.

i will still be allowed on the buses, to visit the zoo, and such places that were deprived the sight of jewish families.

The Rebel

I am the new vermin.

Of course by disfellowshipping myself I don't need put a yellow star on my jacket. But I am identifying myself to be looked at and resented like people did with the Jews.

Yes I am overdramatising my possible misfortune. I will still be allowed on the buses, to visit the zoo, and such places that were deprived the sight of Jewish families. But my point is how wrong it is that former friends and family could even think I am no longer good enough.

And that is my point, they are not strangers they are my former friends and family who would treat me this way.

What can I learn from this?

I will not become like them, I will not hate any of them.I will not hate their names, and I will not hate their faces. But I will hate their rotten religion and I will never say they are right. I will not share in their intolerance and hypocracy. Instead I will help them ,and be their for them when they need me.

So I will wear the figurative " Yellow Star" they will put upon me with pride.

The Rebel

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For me the worst thing is not having a helper anymore

by John Aquila in

one of the things that gave me confidence in life was that i believed i had the almighty creator/god watching over me, directing me, guiding my every step, protecting me from harm, and answering my prayers.

i now know that is not the case anymore.

i finally stopped praying.

The Rebel

I loved him, until I discoverd he was a God with no bark and no authority. Now I don't pray to Jehover. I hate that mental illness that made me pray to a Jehover who was " Thou shalt not do this, thou shalt not do that ! A God who wants to wipe the masses of his creation from the earth. I haven't forgotten the names of his fans. Russell. Rutherford, Fredrick Franz, the list goes on to the Jacksons of today. I loath those people, and I loath their God.

However I still like to condition my mind, in what some may call prayer. I wouldn't say I am praying to a God, maybe just trying to connect with the positive energy of the universe. Anyway it works for me. It conditions my mind to be stronger and face problems more positively.

The Rebel.

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Do you feel embarrsed?

by The Rebel in

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when you look through a keyhole, and see the person you once were?.

as for myself, i am just pleased i have mended my ways.

i realise ( now) my time as a witness was a keyhole that looked in to the ground, and licked the elders arse.

The Rebel

Stuckinarut.

I think you are to hard on yourself. Why let the religion win? It was the religion that made everybody believe that only they were right, and therefore made us arrogant. Now as a traitor you can see the difference between intolerance and narrow mindedness. So I would just pat yourself on the back.

The Rebel.

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Elusive happiness teaches a hidden truth!

by iconoclastic in

many seek happiness externally and many a time assign others the possession of their happiness.

when they derive a sort of happiness from external sources, they dont feel satisfied, hence jump to the next and then to the next .... in contrast, jesus said gods kingdom (or real happiness) is within (entos) you.

this cannot be misinterpreted as jesus being the king of the kingdom was amidst them as jws do.

The Rebel

I get your point about "elusive" happiness inconoclasic.

I think "elusive" happiness is both internal and external, influenced by change. Each day we change, even in the way we think. We must be open to change, but to much thinking can be as shit, as can be to much anything.

Many keep their clothes clean, are only content with the best piece of meat and most expensive wine. Others are never content with out understanding and developing the mind. However some like their potatoes with cabbage, and are happy living largely on little education. Often I have noticed these simple uncomplicated people are the most happy.

But we each have our philosophy and we each have our vision of truth, preaching them would make this thread go on for page after page. It's definitely not profitable reading.

The Rebel.

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Do you feel embarrsed?

by The Rebel in

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when you look through a keyhole, and see the person you once were?.

as for myself, i am just pleased i have mended my ways.

i realise ( now) my time as a witness was a keyhole that looked in to the ground, and licked the elders arse.

The Rebel

Interesting thread, which suggests embarrassment depends on the context a great deal.

Do I feel second hand embaressemt when I see brothers and sisters standing by the street trolley?

Possibly but I prefer the phrase " external shame". I think this phrase better captures the weight of emotion as I empathise with the fact it could so easily have been me standing by that trolley making a prat of myself.

The Rebel.

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BBC interview about 1975 - never heard this before..

by defender of truth in

for any lurkers who don't believe the watchtower taught that the world would end in 1975... rare jehovah's witnesses 1968 interview "armageddon and 1975" london watchtower rep speaks to bbc.

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=npmt-ml-m-g. --------.

but where will this system of things be by that time?

The Rebel

The shelves are full of book exposing the Witness Orgaisation.The Internet is full of factual recordings exposing the Witness organisation. We understand the language.

My question is why are such messages not accepted by the indoctrinated?

I don't know the answer to my question, but each day I say continuously to myself " Thank you" because I understand the language, and i am no longer indoctrinated.

The Rebel.

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Do you feel embarrsed?

by The Rebel in

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when you look through a keyhole, and see the person you once were?.

as for myself, i am just pleased i have mended my ways.

i realise ( now) my time as a witness was a keyhole that looked in to the ground, and licked the elders arse.

The Rebel

In summation and in my poor " Enklish" I would like to articulate my point as well as Morpheus wrote " come on man". But in my poor English the best I can do is write " Grow the f,,,k up man, live on and get a life " fukitol"

The Rebel.